what the fuck.

how do i get into dilemmas like this.

why is this even a question.

it should be easy... right???

If this storm knocks out the power, who votes drunken hurricane party?

Favor to ask! My sister is in a political science class and has to do a poll. Her poll is here:

http://valeriepollproject.blogspot.com/

it's only 10 questions long, it's on the death penalty. If you can, please take a minute to do it so she can get a passing grade on her assignment. Thanks!

I am looking for textbooks again. I'm taking Speech, Microbiology, Art Appreciation, and Human Nutrition. If anyone has any of these books/supplies, when I get my voucher in a week or two I will buy it off you for as cheap as you'll give it to me. :) I've included the prices off efollet so everyone knows how much they're currently going for off there. I've found some cheaper on half.com but I'd like to help out friends first :D

Micro Lab (which I doubt anyone here will have):

BC Symbiosis Daytona Beach College
New $40.50
Author:Horikami Edition:

Microbiology Slides Blue Box 25per
New $10.42


Art:

Living With Art
Used $92.00
New $122.50
Author:Getlein Edition:8th


Speech:

Between One & Many
Used $72.00
New $95.75
Author:Brydon Edition:6th


Nutrition:

Nutrition for Life
Used $75.25
New $100.25
Author:Thompson Edition:

NUTRITION FOR LIFE PKG DBCC
New $103.00
Author:Thompson Edition:

Supplement MyDietAnalysis 2.0
Used $16.50
New $22.00
Author:Pearson Edition:

I had some way to make my mom's luck become suddenly amazing. I can't think of anything good that has happened to her in a long time.

For a long time now (I think since gas started going up, and Zac had his) my mom has wanted a scooter. She's been talking about it nonstop for months. She thinks they're the cutest thing in the world. She finally picked one up today.

She got it three miles before she crashed. If she didn't have a helmet, the doctor said she would have died. Her face is all cut up on the right side, and she has a load of stitches. The break on the right side is extremely hard to squeeze. It barely moves an inch. She was breaking, but she couldn't get it to go. If I hadn't tried it myself, I would think it was just her, because her rheumatoid arthritis is still pretty bad, and sometimes she has trouble gripping things very hard. But I tried it and could barely move it myself. I'm not sure how tight it is supposed to be, but if it's not supposed to be that bad we could probably sue. Idk. It makes me really upset to think about.

Something she's been looking forward to for so long, that she was super excited about, and it lands her in Halifax.

She's at home sleeping. When I got here, I brought her three packs of cigarettes, her painkillers, and a rose. She was really happy, and brought it with her when she came to watch TV in the living room.

To make matters worse, her dad's funeral is tomorrow. She probably shouldn't go at all, but she refuses to miss it. I guess I can understand that. It's just pretty crappy. She's going to feel awful the whole time. I doubt crying will help the pain in her eye much.

I wish I had money. Lots of money. Enough to get her the things she wants, which aren't much. She wants her teeth fixed, as they are cracking. She wanted her scooter, which she owes $1000 on (with 18% interest no less :/)

I'm kind of pissed at the nurses at the hospital. They didn't even put dressings on her, she was still bleeding when she got home. They didn't even clean her hair or wrap her head. I told her I would help her wash in the morning.

Ugh. It makes me feel sick. I don't know. I just hope she feels better soon.

Soo. I finally got to the doctor. He said my thyroid gland was slightly swollen, which usually indicates a problem. He took blood and I also have an ultrasound on Wednesday. He said the weight that I gained was not a rational number and that he'd try to figure out what is wrong. And he confirmed that I was doing everything properly when I told him what I'd been doing. Hopefully it's just hypothyroidism and he can give me some synthroid and send me on my way so I can finally get this weight off.

BSC1085C Hum Ant & Phys I A
BSC1085L Hum Anat Lab I A
ENC1101 College Comp A
MAC1105 Coll Algebra A
PSY1012 Gen Psych A

Semester Total G.P.A. 4.00
Cumulative Total G.P.A. 4.00


hahaha fuck yes. I rule.

I want to go play DDR :x

My good friend Cassy is entering to be a Hometown Hottie for Maxim. If she gets the votes, she will be in Maxim Magazine. She's really excited, so if everyone could, please vote for her :) You can vote once a day every day. I'd really appreciate it!

"here are your grades (in percent) for lecture exam #1. The class average was 64% 96"

oh. my. fucking. god. i need a drink. you have no idea how much i have been freaking out. to get a 96. that is probably the highest grade in the class. sdjlkfjsdlkjlsdflkdflew

i think i'm going to die i'm so fucking happy.

Did this years ago, but jacked it from Finality this time around :3

( Who comments the most on my journal? )

So I just tried to contact my algebra teacher from high school, Mrs. Adams, and I couldn't find her name on the faculty list. I called the school and they said she doesn't work there anymore. Does anyone know anything about this? And if so does anyone know how to contact her? She was by far one of the two best teachers I ever had, I really need to get ahold of her.

I am so sick I feel like I am dying. omg.

"Sean" (5:13:22 PM): God damn it you won't come back from away so I hope you read this I'm wishing you happy birthday you stupid faggot


Auto Response from dienowplzkthnx (5:13:27 PM): Skool


dienowplzkthnx (5:13:49 PM): haha
dienowplzkthnx (5:13:51 PM): thanks
"Sean" (5:14:01 PM): Oh, you ARE her
"Sean" (5:14:02 PM): e
dienowplzkthnx (5:14:14 PM): sorta lol
"Sean" (5:16:54 PM): but anyway yeah i hope you don't die today or something
dienowplzkthnx (5:17:02 PM): o ty fren

I need books. I need cheap/free books and soon. I'll pay as much as I can, but the school didn't give me enough money (one of my books was 200 out of the 400 they gave me). If you or a friend has these books you'll have my undying gratitude.

Psychology
Author:Wade
Edition:9th

Human Anatomy and Physiology
Author:Marieb
Edition:7th

Human Anatomy and Physiology Lab Manual
Author: Marieb
Edition:8th

College Algebra
Author:Dugopolski
Edition:4th

Rest in peace, Luke. I barely knew you, but you were such a sweetie every time I talked to you. You will be missed by so many people, but I hope you are in a better place now. My prayers will be out to your family and friends tonight, and next con will have a toast in your name.

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Spring 2008 - Full-Time
Award Amount
Pell Grant 2155.00

Total $2155.0

:DDDDDDD

It's really sad how many people don't understand simple things about friendship. You don't be there for someone just to hold it against them in a fight later, about how you're the better friend and everyone else treats you like total shit QQ. I think probably more than half my friends list can attest to the fact that I've dropped everything just to listen when it's needed, not asking for anything in return.

It's come to my attention that I have been recently considered a Bad Friend. I don't know if people just don't know what the hell they're talking about, or if they're just looking for an excuse to be pissed off at me for something they never told me I was even doing. I guess that's not really my call is it?

I don't know what I've done to be such a Bad Friend. I did try. I made the phone calls, I attempted. If something bad happened, I'd at least say I was there, though nobody ever takes me up on that anymore.

I did a survey the other day. One of the questions was if I ignore my friends for my boyfriend. I specifically remember asking why people never wanted to hang out anymore. I think they started ignoring ME when I got a boyfriend, cause just after me and David got together is the last time I really remember anyone calling or inviting me out. I think people assumed the answer would be no. I know I said no a few times, on days David and I actually had off together. I think it was Thursdays. Why did everyone want to hang out on Thursdays?

I guess I'm just wondering if my personality has changed in a way I haven't been able to quite reflect on by myself. I guess I would have to compare myself then to how I am now. I still care about people, and give advice or kind words whenever I can. I mean I'm a huge bitch at times, but mostly just for laughs. Or if someone's a retard. If someone's a retard it's more for my laughs than anyone else's.

Oh and I make people feel bad about themselves apparently too. Because of my insecurities. lolwut?

If I had any friends I would call them, I miss having girl time. It'd be nice to get out of the house. My only social outlet is WoW which is effing saaaad.

Oh and anyone know anyplace that pays super well that's hiring? Maybe a serving job that makes sweet tips? I need to get the fuck out of Target. I make about 300-400 every TWO weeks (ie JACK SHIT) so as long as it's more than that it's pretty much worth it to leave.

anyway i'm bored and LJ is gay. bye. comments?

Mm. A good workout feels sooo great. It's been a while since I've had the energy to do anything. I feel so relaxed ^_______^

I'm hungry.

I've been living off yogurt, coke-zero, and cereal. for weeks. oh and juice smoothies <3<3<3. deliciousss.

I've been trying to "diet" somewhat, I wish the machines at work had something besides crap in them. It sucks to get there when I haven't had time to eat, and have to completely wreck the good course i've been on by inhaling a bag of chips. I guess it's not so bad though, because I work the calories from the chips off by being there all night, and eat healthy the rest of the day.

I was finally able to buy some food though so hopefully i won't have to go anywhere near the vending machines.

I've been dying to run, but it's so hot outside. I wish i had a treadmill. There's a gym by me that's cheap with no contracts though, so i might try to do that. Money's been supertight lately, David's been helping my mom at work for the past few months. It doesn't help us with money, but it helps my mom and he's been great about it. He's gonna find a job though, so we can afford stuff for ourselves. If Lee starts working it'd help. Or he could take David's spot helping my mom. Currently he's... I don't know. He doesn't work or go to school, or help my mom, or help around the house at all. Half the time nobody knows where he is. Like now.

I guess he got shot at the other day. His friend pulled a real ballsy move. Some guy was trying to rob them, had the gun to my brother's head, and he slammed the accelerator and the guy shot at the car.

That's luck right there. Or God. Who knows? All I know is he's got one less miracle and he needs to be more careful, cause I dont know how many of those we get in our lives.

I'm gonna go return this movie and chill out. My sleep schedule got reversed again, woke up at 9am.

It's gonna be a long night.